Mary Whitlock/ Generations of Virtue Abuse of members and children Monument Colorado

In 1980 my Mom and I moved to ReddingCalifornia. I was 7 years old. We moved to join this supposedly wonderful Church named Trinity Institute or later changed to ChristChurch of the Restitution and some years after I left Generations of Virtue. The woman and all girls were made to wear a uniform that consisted of white pants, a white blouse, a light blue skirt and a blue tunic so that our lustful bodies were covered. Even the baby girls were made to wear this uniform.

When we first joined some of my first memories were when we would go to Lewiston for church and all of our mothers would be in a prayer closet getting screamed at by Mary Whitlock and other women in leadership. On many occasions over the years I remember Mary screaming at our moms telling them that if they didn’t make the right choice that they would die by midnight. I remember always being thankful that our moms must have made the right choice in the spirit because they would all still be alive in the morning. I remember all of us kids standing outside of the closed door looking down at our mothers shoes and hearing them being screamed at for hours and hours. We were hungry and when any of us kids knocked at the door to see when they would be done so we could eat. Mary or one of the other women would open the door and scream at us to go away.

This went on for years and years and is still happening.

In the mean time My Mother and I were moved around from State to State wherever we were told to live by Bishop and Mary Whitlock.

When I was 11 our mothers were told to take all of us kids that were of the age of 9 and older to ChickashaOklahoma and that we were going to be going to a school for a time where they were going to teach us about the Bible and how to cook and clean.

When our mothers left we were told that they didn’t know when we would see our families again and I remember all of us girls crying and being afraid.

This was only the beginning of True Hell on Earth for us.

I remember being in so called Bible class for hours and hours and one by one being called to sit in the prayer chair to have lustful and evil Demons cast out of our eyes which meant that whatever adult at the time that was leading the class or prayer would get up in our faces and grab our stomachs and scream in our faces to cast the Demons out. This scared me so bad and was so humiliating! We would also have to lie on prayer mats on our bellies and everyone that was in the class was made to lay hands all over our bodies and scream and pray for our lust to be cast out. The adults would join in as well whether it was Bishop, Mary or whoever they had put into place to lead the so called service or class.

As far as us girls knew it was just us that had lust and were bad. The boys seemed to be free from it. We were degraded in front of each other we were made to feel dirty and stupid. When one of us was being screamed at, no one would talk to us because then they would be in trouble as well. We were alone and scared and hurt. I don’t know how to get these emotions out that I and my friends felt. We didn’t have anyone to protect us. I want to say that I watched my friend Sarah be treated like this and so much more!!!! She was always being degraded and humiliated and called a w****. But so was I. you see Sarah and I developed physically sooner then some and I personally think that because Bishop Whitlock and some of the other men looked at us that Mary Whitlock made us a huge target. We were the dirty w*****. Sarah will be telling her story and every word is the truth.                                                                                                                                                                     

I don’t remember ever personally being targeted about a specific past life but others were. I remember that Bishop and Mary said that he had a sister who had passed away and he claimed that she was nothing but a w****. They told my friend Sarah that she was his sister reincarnated. Bishop and Mary seemed to manipulate most of the church with this belief to profit them in whatever it was that they wanted at the time. When I was about 12 Bishop and Mary Whitlock told my mother that she would be getting married to almost a complete stranger the very next day. I pretty much freaked out. I was so scarred for her! It was horrible. She did this because she truly thought that this is what god told her to do through them.

After she married my mother and my stepfather were sent to New York City and I was sent to the Mission in Conesus New York to live on my own. One of the mothers that also lived there home schooled any of us children that were sent there to help out at the Mission without our parents. We shopped for out own food and cooked for ourselves.  

One time when I was around 13 or 14 we were having a big retreat where a lot of the members came together at the Mission and at one of the services Bishop Whitlock asked me if I was ready to get married to a boy that was 17 or 18. I said no and was completely humiliated in front of the church members because I didn’t want to do Gods will. It was a short time after that that I was pulled out of bed at five in the morning and told to go to the prayer closet where I was met by Mary and at least 10 to 15 woman and she screamed at me saying that all I wanted to do is sleep with one of the other woman’s husband. She yelled at me for hours and told me how dirty and lustful I was. I was so humiliated and scarred and felt so alone! I couldn’t understand why she would ever say that to me. That is not what I would ever want

I want to say that these are only a few of the things that happened to me up to this point in my childhood. You see this is truly just an overview. There are so many other memories of abuse to us children. I will be continuing my report of abuse tomorrow.